annur razali

The lucky one,

2011-11-30T22:47:00.001+08:00

The lucky one,

zahiril adzim dan syera ayob

"aku pasti punya masalah tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu. entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat dari kata-kata yang akan aku terkeluarkan. saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu. dan hari ini kau telah menjadi isteriku. ampunkan aku jika aku pernah berkasar, ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik, ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit, ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong. isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta. akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri. memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan, bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana. tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku, aku berjanji akan menjagamu. setiap saat dan waktu, setiap siang dan malam, setiap guruh dan hujan, setiap panas dan terik. setiap nafasku. aku sering menadah telapak tangan dan memohon pada Tuhan agar kau, bukan sahaja menjadi isteriku tetapi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta'ala. isteriku, selamat datang ke hidupku, selamat menjadi isteriku, selamat menjadi ibu kepada anak-anakku kelak, selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku, selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku. selamat menjadi keluargaku, selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku. selamat menjadi separuh dari aku." - zahiril adzim

beautiful.

i've always known that the one he's going to marry will be the lucky one. mungkin sebab i have a crush on him since watak 'boy' from kami the movie lagi kot. still got the same old butterflies, from back then and there. takpelah matluthfi masih ada lagi.

oh selamat pengantin baru everyone, musim cuti sekolah, musim kahwin. oh bestnya kalau ada orang datang pinang sekarang hah.

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Unknown pleasures,

2011-11-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

Unknown pleasures,

so i decided to sew myself few gifts as goodluck charms since i will undergo my practical training pretty soon hehe.

my 3-years-old pencil case and beauty case.

presenting my new pencil case, gadgets case, beauty case.

the handmade gifts are currently being fully utilized huh :D

i wish you nothing but the best for your future.

nothing shall stand in your way darling, nothing.

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I'm the hero of this story, i don't need to be saved.

2011-11-18T01:50:00.001+08:00

I'm the hero of this story, i don't need to be saved.

posted by annurrazali.

I swear to never cut my hair again,

2011-11-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

I swear to never cut my hair again,

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Of tired heart,

2011-11-05T00:26:00.001+08:00

Of tired heart,

i am not asking much from you my little darling. i'm writing this down because it has come to my realization that i need to consult you about this matter while i'm still in my lucid and sane condition.

i need you to focus,
to know what's best for you,
to always think about the consequences,
to always set your priorities right.

no more nonsense. no more after this, hopefully.
i cannot tolerate your stupid excuses like "he's the one, he's charming, he's kind, he's something, a perfect gentleman" bla bla bla.
maybe he is, maybe he is not. nevertheless, he's still a guy, he'll break your heart one way or another, keep that in mind sweetest.

and last time, when your tired heart being broken for i don't know how many times, it took you months and months of healing, inevitable of feeling abandoned and tormented most of the time. what worse is that, they were never there to help in patching things up, you've been doing this alone, over and over again. see what i mean?

and for sure, there'll be time where you have your low moments, and you are not that tough as you seems to act to be, i know, i understand. but please remember, i will always be there for you, Allah too, your loving mother and your kindest father. they will never leave you, child, never.

so you can take it or leave it. or you can be stubborn as hell not to listen to my advice, but please consider this to more as a reminder if you doesn't want to drown your whole beautiful dreams once more.

just take this into consideration will you please?

oh and be good be safe, i love you always. bye.

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I was clearly indeed, the wrong person to ask,

2011-10-25T02:49:00.001+08:00

I was clearly indeed, the wrong person to ask,

this is the first draft of my brother's wedding card (ayah paksa kita buat sendiri due date tomorrow T_T it is indeed macam irrelevant sikit sebab macam tak boleh suruh kedai buat eh =.=')

in 5 waking hours and with my zero level of creativity, i come up with this masterpiece hahaha, oh not to forget, by using picasa, paint and microsoft word - those are my all-time-favourite, tehee :D

i must admit it's pretty dull and boring though, hurmmm.

majlis resepsi outside draft #1

majlis resepsi inside draft #1

it's a 3-way-folded card. i'm thinking on choosing an off-white paper with minimal embossed victorian/floral vintage design on it, and wrap it up with maybe sheer peach/gold/brownish ribbons as finishing touch and wal-laahhhhh, i will be so proud of myself hehehe.

will it be lovely? be honest be mean, please:)

*i hate it because it looks not-so-good and bloody typical isn't it.

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Winter afternoon,

2011-10-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

Winter afternoon,

i have so much things going on my mind right now.

i need to have my diet fix, i'm getting fatter every single day.
i need to go and have fun sometimes and not all-day-everyday-working-my-ass-off.
i need to give myself a present, yes, a bag or a dress would be lovely isn't it.
i need to take good care of myself more, take good care of others, less.

and today, since it is my off-work day, i am so going to re-organize my closet, have fun dancing with my favourite dresses.

and do remind me to get my n-d60 repair, i'm having trouble taking good quality of photos lately :/

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So i wish upon a star for a beautiful baby girl and a loving husband.

2011-10-15T00:57:00.008+08:00

So i wish upon a star for a beautiful baby girl and a loving husband.

i'd like to think that she is the little me.
because dia suka nyanyi penuh perasaan like that and suka bebel sikit and tak suka kongsi and taknak kalah.

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Instead of being nice, can you be super awesome please :3

2011-10-02T12:57:00.002+08:00

Instead of being nice, can you be super awesome please :3

hahahahahahaha.
gelakgelak, selagi kau boleh gelak, kau gelak.

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Hell-o October,

2011-10-01T19:06:00.001+08:00

Hell-o October,

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Aha, the truth comes out,

2011-09-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

Aha, the truth comes out,

hello.

i have my on and off episodes with acne and acne scars. and i have to say, my skin is a pain in the ass since it's memilih the product. it doesn't do normal stuff products as such safi or garnier or even himalaya. it demands something rarer yang kau kena masuk tanya satu-satu pharmacy lepas tuh keluar hampa pasal pharmacy tuh tak jual product tuh zzzzzzzzzzz.

anyway, if you really in need to get rid of your acne or acne scars quickly and effectively and taknak kena tipu dengan metaphor bodoh-bodoh syarikat kosmetik, i would love to recommend to you and me, my favourite skin care products, galderma - the link will brings you straight to galderma's website, you can scroll down the option of various skin treatments remedies and find the best product in tackling your current skin problems.

the three things you needed the most will be,

1. benzac (benzoyl peroxide)
2. cetaphil cleanser
3. cetaphil moisturizer

but please please please, please note to take a look at the expired date before you buy them, every galderma's have it's own printed date on the product - usually 3 years after the manufactured date. make sure you're aware of the expired date or else your skin problems might not be treated or the condition might get even worse.

hurm, i've been browsing page after page on the best product in town, and majority did recommend SKII but since cheq tak mampu lagi =.= , and instead of me keeping up with the joneses, i have to stick with what i can afford dulu lah hehe.

and a few of other typical stuff to do which you already know but i am going to tell you anyway,

1. drink a lot of water,
2. get plenty of sleep (8 hours in my case),
3. and never touch your face without cleaning your hands first.

for any inquiries, do consult your nearest dermatologist.

be pretty. bye :)

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Baiknya Allah :')

2011-09-13T19:24:00.013+08:00

Baiknya Allah :')

i was browsing the other night and started to apply for internship in every single place i can put my hands on.
little did i know, Allah already have some plans for me :')

i opened my mail this afternoon to ever discovered that i have an interview request from one of the company. you can never imagine how happy i am, but when i saw the date - september 14, 2011 - which is tomorrow, man, that really is truly heart-breaking though 'cause i know i can never make it :(

so my office mate, the annoying-pain-in-the-ass adib, who's been acting like really really really annoying (do emphasize on the annoying part) throughout the whole day, keeps on forcing me to ask the company whether i can reschedule it. i didn't put much hope on receiving a reply message from the company, but surprisingly to say, i did received one, just now :) they've agree on giving me a new date for the interview. i am so excited i can't even sebut "resekesedule" properly when i told adib about it on the phone :P

thank you Allah, for this amazing opportunity :')
and thank you adib for being the most annoying person today *annoying in a good way, seriously weyhhh, thank youuuuu* :')

i am sucks in socializing and pretty much very good in giving the bad first impression, haha, but if it's really meant to be, it will be, right? :)

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I have my eyes aiming on some stuff,

2011-09-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

I have my eyes aiming on some stuff,

HTC wildfire s

mudah-mudahan kalau dimurahkan rezeki dari Allah s.w.t :)

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And my wish is to land upon a sweet internship experience,

2011-09-10T12:19:00.003+08:00

And my wish is to land upon a sweet internship experience,

i have my hopes up high on several places, hesitate me shall not please dear madam dear sir :)

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The phone doesn't rings anymore, no sms's to look forward to.

2011-09-05T01:31:00.003+08:00

The phone doesn't rings anymore, no sms's to look forward to.

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And so i've heard blue is your favourite colour,

2011-09-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

And so i've heard blue is your favourite colour,

so blue, what do you want?

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Wasn't so wicked 21st Eid ul-Fitr,

2011-08-31T06:42:00.003+08:00

Wasn't so wicked 21st Eid ul-Fitr,

i was/is/still a picture destroyer. i am sorry, it was/is/still in my nature, my bad, erk ;)

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin everyone :)

may the festivity is celebrated with full of joy and happiness :)

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You are by far my favourite darling :3

2011-08-18T14:55:00.008+08:00

You are by far my favourite darling :3

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Tulang rusuk.

2011-08-07T16:18:00.001+08:00

Tulang rusuk.

wanita dicipta dari tulang rusuk lelaki.
dia tidak dicipta dari kepalanya untuk menguasai lelaki.
dia tidak dicipta dari kakinya untuk dipijak lelaki.
tetapi, dia dicipta dari rusuknya supaya sentiasa dekat kepadanya, dicipta dari bawah lengannya untuk dilindunginya dan berdekatan hatinya untuk disayanginya.

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Dear august, please be kind.

2011-08-02T04:13:00.004+08:00

Dear august, please be kind.

and yeah, i've been through hell, ladies and gentlemen, most of the time - paying for all my sins. and i can assure you, it's not as easy as having someone to slit your throat off, no. and if you can just die that way, man, you're lucky. but that'll be no pride to sell since it's way too easy, i mean, for my story, haha, it wouldn't be it, even if i beg for that particular ending - the just die ending, put an end to it - no way. instead, it let me suffer, over and over, but it may never let me die.

and as you can see, i am currently into my long lost interest - whining - where i'm sure no one even bother to read anyway, but hopefully someone that matters (^^) take a glance of it, that should be enough (zzzzzzz). because lately, i have lots of things going round making circle in my head and potentially might blow my head off, so this is my way of preventing it from happening. plus my calculus subject doesn't really appreciate my eagerness with words and such, so, might as well put this blog's canvas in use huh? and i know my english is way terrible, forgive me if you will.

i have to admit i may be exaggerate a little bit too much with the suffering part. but nonetheless, i wouldn't say it's easy, i wouldn't say i didn't cry every single night, and i wouldn't say it doesn't kill me - not literally. you see, to fall on your knees begging for something that you couldn't have when that is the only thing that you ever want at that very single moment, man, i am way too pathetic. i mean, it is normal for everyone; to want what you can't have; but it's not normal for me to fall on my very own knees, begging, since i'm pretty much, let say, have a pride/ego of an alien. see what i mean?

my point is, i've done many unthinkable wrongdoings, and i do apologize for each and every single one of them. i truly mean this. and if there's any alternative to undo everything, i would have done it, trust me, i would. and i've tried a few to, unfortunately, i failed, in my every single attempt. so the way i see it now, i've causes too much damage, and my effort on fixing it, well, like they all said, is useless. why fixing something that doesn't want to be fix? surely it will only causes more damage than it already is. hence, the best way there is, for everyone's sake, hurm, is just to leave it, let it be, let it cure by itself. not to say i'm giving up or whatsoever, i'm just taking two steps back, saving what's left to be save, and made my detour. have a little faith, for tomorrow.

anyway, i need a book, a good story book, to kill my time basically, since my office's routine pretty much bore me to death. so yeah, i will pay my visit to the library, maybe today, to find the book that will surely won't hit me back in any other way possible haha. oh, and i'm the one in green, if you're there, do come by and say hi.

:)

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Stop being a pussy, suck it up bitch.

2011-07-29T15:12:00.001+08:00

Stop being a pussy, suck it up bitch.

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Because you're the fifth.

2011-07-13T21:11:00.003+08:00

Because you're the fifth.

so one more heartbreak to go, wish me luck :)

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Speechless.

2011-07-09T17:49:00.001+08:00

Speechless.

i gave up the love of my life, for you, yes, for you mohamad hazmi hashim. and this is what i get in return? heartaches, over and over again.

i feel so sorry for you. i really do.

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The winter is coming,

2011-06-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

The winter is coming,

i am so not crying neither begging you to stay no more. frankly saying, i am tired of the 'wife' part. so, no, i am not doing any of that no more, i am now, officially, free from any of my 'wife' responsibilities.

i am done. and hello to loneliness once again.

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It is, still, a long list to go,

2011-06-17T10:33:00.001+08:00

It is, still, a long list to go,

this is my way of telling you, why, it was never enough.

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For better, for worse,

2011-06-06T10:34:00.001+08:00

For better, for worse,

HH, this time last week . . . everything was so different now.

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Now you know why i'm still around,

2011-06-03T08:16:00.004+08:00

Now you know why i'm still around,

deep deep down inside i do believe, it always happens for the best reasons in the world. i may not know it, but Allah knows, and knows better.

:)

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Oh baby, be mine please,

2011-05-24T23:33:00.006+08:00

Oh baby, be mine please,

may 24, 2011.

i am currently digging these.

black dress. turquoise loafers. turquoise handbag. loose powder. liquid foundation. black mascara.

pretty please please please.

and notice that i am so in love with turquoise colour and maybe light army green at this very current moment. they are so lovely, like seriously lovely, isn't they?

wuu wuu :) *crossing fingers*

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Something to keep me busy and moving on,

2011-05-20T18:24:00.005+08:00

Something to keep me busy and moving on,

well, i never thought saying goodbye could actually be this hard hah =.= anyway, i've found something to help in keeping me busy which in my case, baking and sewing. but since high school, i've never been good in chemistry so the latter sounds pretty convincing for me :D

here's few examples that i found pretty adorable for hands on. i've attached the links so maybe, in case you would like to test your talents/skills, feel free okay :)

DIY Graphic Tee Dress

DIY Baby Doll Dress

DIY Chic Summer Dress

and trust me, having some space or break in any type of relationship isn't always a bad thing. just take a look at the bright side, by giving and getting space, you'll appreciate the time you have with them when you finally get back together again. and trust me, sometimes absence truly does make the heart grow fonder. good luck :)

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To,

2011-05-07T12:25:00.010+08:00

To,

to the one that holds her heart,

this is going to sound so very cliche, but if you break her heart, i will run you over with my car. now i’m pretty sure you have no idea who i am, but trust me i know all about you. you see, i have many friends, in many places. and i just wanted to make sure that the one who is dating the girl that i love with all my heart is in good hands. since you have not received any threats yet, i guess you’re an alright guy.

but here’s a couple tips for you, always text her back, she gets really frustrated if you don’t. don’t ever hang up on her without saying good-bye first, i’ve done that countless times and she gets really pissed off. she has certain days where she has to watch her shows like supernatural and fairly legal, make sure you don’t plan anything on those days. surprise her, she likes them. she’s only ticklish in some spots and sometime she isn’t ticklish at all. she’s a fighter haha. and if she’s quoting taylor swift, either you’re in really big trouble or you’re making her happy.

and when you hug her, remember that you are hugging the most beautiful girl in the world and that you should always hug her back tighter. if she argues with you, argue back. but give in to her sometimes cause she can be a real bitch when she wants to be. don’t hurt her, that will be the worst thing that you will ever do.

you have no idea how lucky you are to call her yours. so cherish it. you have the honor of holding her hand. you have the privilege to kiss her when you want. you have the ability to make her happy. she isn’t just another girl, she’s that girl that can make you the happiest person ever if you give her the chance. she’s worth everything. everything. take care of her.

sincerely,

the one who lost her.

to the one that holds his heart,

this is going to sound so very cliche, but if you ever break his heart, i will run you over with my car. now i’m pretty sure you have no idea who i am, but trust me i know all about you. you see, i have many friends, in many places. and i just wanted to make sure that the one who is dating the guy that i love with all my heart is in good hands. since you have not received any threats yet, i guess you’re an alright girl.

but here’s a couple tips for you, always pick up the phone whenever he calls, he gets really frustrated if you don’t. don’t ever hang up on him without saying good-bye first, i’ve done that countless times and he gets really pissed off. he has certain days where he has to spend sometimes doing this boy things like playing games, doing sports or simply lepak-ing at mamak stall. just make sure you don’t kacau him or planning anything on those days. he is capable and will do this small small things that will simply melt you away.

and when you hug him, remember that you are hugging the most wonderful guy in the world and that you should always hug him back tighter. if he argues with you, argue back. but give in to him sometimes cause he can be a real pain in the ass when he wants to be. don’t hurt him, that will be the worst thing that you will ever do.

you have no idea how lucky you are to call him yours. so cherish it. you have the honor of holding his hand. you have the privilege to kiss him when you want. you have the ability to make him happy. he isn’t just another guy, he’s that guy that can make you the happiest person ever if you give him the chance. he’s worth everything. everything. take care of him.

sincerely,

the one who lost him.

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But baby don't you break my heart slow.

2011-04-19T17:53:00.001+08:00

But baby don't you break my heart slow.

april 19, 2011.

but i'd rather you be mean than love and lie,

i'd rather hear the truth than have to say goodbye,

and i'd rather take a blow at least then i will know,

but baby don't you break my heart slow.

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Drowning on a dry land.

2011-04-14T18:14:00.001+08:00

Drowning on a dry land.

april 14, 2011.

see what i mean?

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I need to have my own little black dress.

2011-03-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

I need to have my own little black dress.

get me these. or else, i will not go to the prom with you.

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I live to love and laugh a lot, and that's all I need.

2011-03-29T20:24:00.003+08:00

I live to love and laugh a lot, and that's all I need.

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And all i need was a call,

2011-03-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

And all i need was a call,

march 18, 2011

Tengah tunggu ravenwood fair recharge energy. dan sila baca buku sebelum test supaya tidak menyesal apabila tak dapat jawab soalan networking yang kacang goreng tuh.

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Once in a lifetime

2011-03-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

Once in a lifetime

march 16, 2011

if you think you can draw a poster or create 1 minute montage better than me, take the challenge will you please? :D do contact me, annurrazali ,through facebook, chat, email, sms, mms, twitter, formspring, face to face, or simply leave a note at my car, wbm893. thank you:)

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People are people and sometimes we change our minds

2011-03-06T21:35:00.005+08:00

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

march 6, 2011

so here it is, the mind blowing news, i made my boyfriend runaway. pardon me, ex-boyfriend.
hurm, ada jodoh nanti ada lah, kalau takde, mungkin sebab tuhan dah reservedkan kau untuk orang lain dah, kan. :)

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I am that fat talking alien,

2011-01-22T15:29:00.008+08:00

I am that fat talking alien,

january 22, 2011.

saturday, i'm started to think that majority of human being doesn't really get me, major focus on salesgirls. they don't seem to understand what exactly i want. for example, i am asking a question, but instead of giving me the answer with answer, they give me more questions; which concluded, as if i am a talking alien (alien usually don't talk in movies). i am so hoping that you will get me one day, human being.

anyway, i'm thinking on having a blueberry salad dressing with tartar sauce :D but urgh, i can't seems to find the salad and the tartar sauce here :( so instead of having a perfect diet lunch, i've found myself digging in diy-french-fries with extra calories for free, yay yay. well ladies and gentleman, the truth is, this pan over here is getting fatter :(

and yes miss, i am that fat talking alien called pan walking around 7eleven looking for tartar sauce just now.

I need you to understand.

2011-01-20T11:59:00.001+08:00

I need you to understand.

january 20, 2011.

"i believe in pink. i believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. i believe in kissing, kissing a lot. i believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. i believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. i believe that tomorrow is another day and i believe in miracles."
— Audrey Hepburn

first and foremost, my hair is so getting longer, oh my my my.

second and most, i've found this super-cool book about super-cool quotes ever spoken by geniuses, how lucky am i huh? :D after all, it's all about getting the right product, at the right cost, at the right time, at the right place, to the right customer, isn't it? minus the cost in my case since i've got it for free, hihi :)

anyway, i am in my public holiday; with nothing to do, and nothing to lose. wish i can come up with something brilliant any second now.

oh, take care beloved :)

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When the wind blows,

2011-01-11T11:10:00.013+08:00

When the wind blows,

january 11, 2011.

i am currently enjoying the depression as so many not very welcoming incidents are paying their visit to this humble little mistress, hurm; the lips allergy, the new school's semester format, the calculus; very exciting indeed huh.

about the lips, the causes; mystery; but i think it is the new naked 01 or bubbly 02 or both, from silky girl that causes mine to swell and wrinkle like an 80 year old grandma lips =.=' not to say 80 year old grandma lips is not as sexy as it is or whatsoever, but do picture mine as the worst yet grandma lips you've ever seen, okay better phrasing. i'm hoping for it to get better as soon as possible as i cannot handle this look forever, oh god please please, sebamed lips defense please please.

the new school's semester format; super annoying, hoping the ptptn money will be banked in as the same date as the new may semester begins. or else, --.

the calculus; the probability of failing or passing it, is still unknown.

and koa, pan wakes up as early as 5:02 AM, and still awake and just finished watching early morning movie; easy a, 4.5/5; and currently is thrilling downloading friday, the 13th. happy studying koabear, love mojojo & panny @ granny, get it get it?

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Dolce far niente,

2011-01-07T13:59:00.007+08:00

Dolce far niente,

the sweetness of doing nothing.
dandan pakai baju kurung makan koko krunch. oh hihi baju tuh pan jahit sendiri :P

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I just want to sit in bed and snuggle and eat cereal and watch stupid movies with you all day long.

2011-01-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

I just want to sit in bed and snuggle and eat cereal and watch stupid movies with you all day long.

angel hair spaghetti with mushroom potage soup.

ella enchanted.

i'm having my breakfast in bed, too sleepy too tired.

and the starting of the movie is quite brilliant but the rest doesn't really excite me.

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I choose you, over any other boy in the world.

2011-01-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

I choose you, over any other boy in the world.

december 31, 2010 - january 3, 2011.

i want you, i need you, i choose you -- over any other boy in the world, i'd choose you over & over again. your name, your face, your smell. i miss those already.

i loved you, my dearest. my favourite shit-stirring, petty, jealous, overprotective, violent & ferocious beast. i loved you to death. i loved your madness, i loved you even when you were angry. & that was often. i knew you were ridiculous, i knew you were too much. my friends all thought so too. but i knew inside that you could be controlled, and only i could handle you. you were a thunderstorm, a tornado, a bolt of lightning that only i could soothe. strong, hard & sweaty, you would hammer your point across no matter how painful & trying it was. begging & pleading with me to change, to do something, to change something for you, to give something up.

you were the typical emotional abuser: frequently upset about my clothes, my work, my friends, my choices in life. but i felt it was because every little detail about me mattered to you. you wanted to protect me from everything & keep me close to you, & i knew it was only because you were afraid. you were afraid to lose me because you loved me with the kind of love that is dying in this world. to you, i was irreplaceable. i was precious. i was special. & for you, no other girl existed. in our whole 1 year together, you never once mentioned any other girl being so much as good-looking. you respected me, you never once made me jealous. you cared for me, you lived for me, you planned your life around us. to you, i was the world.

yet to me, you were an option. because you were so devoted, i always took you for granted. always the independent kind, i lived my life the way i wanted & hoped you would accept it. i would decide on something regardless of your feelings, &, hurt, you would argue about it. i'm talking screaming, yelling, chasing, strangling. but it would blow over & we'd be laughing, kissing, cuddling, fucking again as if nothing ever happened. this was how we went on. day after day, week after week.. it was perfect. i loved the thrill, the adrenaline kept us going. we were fiesty together, always roaring, always laughing, always fucking hard. we'd quarrel only because it made us feel so much each other. it brought us closer, it made us seamless -- worked up in a frenzied passion only we could understand. but like all good things in life -- alcohol, cigarettes & cream cakes. it just wasn't healthy.

i loved you so, so much. i loved how you fought with me, for me. i loved how you hurt. how to you i was the constant & the world, a variable. no matter how filthy i was & how differently diseased, you never ever gave up on me. girls would cry because their guys never wanted to work things out. they were insensitive, they never wanted to talk. i cried because you always wanted to work things out. sometimes when we'd argue, i felt you'd never give in. but you'd always give in, you'd always forgive me & accept me for who i am. you are only so hard, so thorny & so angry because it's just a means to protect yourself & your delicate little heart. when you weren't angry, you were the most gentle, selfless & loving boy God ever created.

and i love you still. i want you, i need you. my soul has never known anyone this well before. i want you so, so bad. my best friend, my worst enemy, my stalking killer, my comforter & protector. they're all you.

posted by annurrazali.

What doesn't kill you,

2010-12-29T13:35:00.001+08:00

What doesn't kill you,

part 5.

part 6.

posted by annurrazali.

The higher the demand, the greater the supply

2010-12-14T15:31:00.011+08:00

The higher the demand, the greater the supply

optional.

1. ~~find more and more pants, flea market sounds promising though.~~
2. ~~new grey sweater, perhaps an average long and fit.~~
3. send the 60 to technician for diagnosing process.
4. ~~go look for 893 oxygen air.~~
5. a black soldier boot.

6. ~~a flip flop to class please~~.
7. ~~sketch another 5 months calendar.~~
8. ~~the timetable~~, the past sems', the registration.
9. the digi, important.
10. ~~i think you'll need a notebook.~~

11. ~~the kurungs.~~
12. find the joes' s.
13. ~~a bedside lamp.~~
14. print out those good times photos, hang them on the wall, state the date.
15. ~~figure out about the tesc thingy.~~

16. ~~decided on which shampoo.~~
17. ~~the minerals.~~
18. ~~the cocoas.~~
19.
20.

the list will be updated--

posted by annurrazali.

Do not try to understand her, because you never will

2010-12-12T12:20:00.001+08:00

Do not try to understand her, because you never will

i hate my job.
ccna-ccnp.

posted by anurrazali.

She told you she loved you but you walked away never turned back. yesterday you came begging her love, but sorry honey, she is all forever taken never coming back.

2010-12-08T14:04:00.003+08:00

She told you she loved you but you walked away never turned back. yesterday you came begging her love, but sorry honey, she is all forever taken never coming back.

luna lovegood.

i swear to god i love this girl.

posted by annurrazali.

The sweetest part of me is him

2010-12-08T11:54:00.002+08:00

The sweetest part of me is him

the socks, the blanket, the curtain, the ceiling's writing.

they are all pinky-purple-pink baskin robbins =.=' *hungry*

when you're in love, you are so into pink.
when you're not, you'll prefer black-dark-broken-dying.

and i am size 4 converse, in case.

posted by annurrazali.

The same old record keeps playing

2010-12-07T18:16:00.004+08:00

The same old record keeps playing

the devil wears prada, 3rd time watching.

the guy did it.

my routine sucks.
watching movies, lots of them.
deals with extremely annoying people on earth, each and every single second.

but sweetheart, you makes me smile every now and then.

and do take note, excellent pictures can be produced if and only if, you're using an excellent camera.
so you might as well consider to spend a fortune to get the result you desire, and mine are --, hurm i know.

posted by annurrazali.

What the hell on earth,

2010-12-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

What the hell on earth,

taken somewhere between august-october 2010

what the hell on earth i would have ever thought to cut my hair short and agree to wait for another 1 fucking year for it to grow back as the same length like the way it was. urgh, now i'm grieving, now i'm dying, like seriously, seriously =.=

and again, what the hell on earth i would ever do that? stupid indeed.

posted by annurrazali.

I know life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous

2010-10-25T18:09:00.004+08:00

I know life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous.

October 25, 2010.

i am sending my best wishes for all the undergraduates of Mara University of Technology, whose currently in their final examination month.

boys and girls, may the best one win:)

and i am so not forgetting you my dear koa, goodluck on your first paper this coming november, 3.

being the worst caretaker i ever am, here, begging you to please always be careful and don't get sick.

love, annurrazali.

Didn't know they were out to kill me

2010-10-25T12:06:00.007+08:00

Didn't know they were out to kill me.

i am ignoring the boyfriend, this is not how i usually do and ever wanted to. something for sure has yet make his way to me, intertwining between the vessels and the nerves of this virgin's body; my demon, my alter ego.

i becoming mean, stubborn, arrogant, self destructive girl.
and that is not what i am proud of.

i can't find my love anywhere, it's run away.

i pull it together so many times before, i have succeeded in my every single attempt back then.
but i am not that sure, about now.
the boyfriend is being the best he can ever be, never of me could ever ask for anything better than that.
it is a shame for not appreciating, it is a shame for not being selfless.

shame on me.

and the voices can't stop the talking. been blaming me, been blaming him, been pity of the boyfriend.
i mean, for god's sake, stop dwelling on it.
i clearly know this is wrong and that is right, not to be doubt, my fucking sense still works.

but often, my reckless mind controlling, my alter ego dominating.
i am helpless, most of the time.

and the voices, they don't do much help, else than talk. =.="

i miss you love, please don't run too far yet.
my beloved is waiting for you to complete up the set.

if you can't do this for me, please do this for him. you know he is worth it, don't you?

p/s: miss you love by maria mena (cover)

posted by annurrazali.

The soul, the heart, the desire

2010-10-17T17:21:00.003+08:00

The soul, the heart, the desire.

jensen ross ackles

lukas podolski

sebastian bengt ulf larsson

i am not asking for much, i just need these three adorable faces as my 20th birthday present, please (^.^) *crossing fingers

p/s: happy birthday to me by the vandals

posted by annurrazali.

Go to hell, with pleasure.

2010-10-08T17:11:00.003+08:00

Go to hell, with pleasure.

October 8, 2010.

it is 5 pm on the friday evening and she got nothing to do than laying on her bed all day long convincing herself that jensen ross ackles is her future man to be.

well, like they all say, there's a dream that can never be true.

in unrelated note: a girl can lie, but her face shows.

posted by annurrazali.

It was good while it lasted

2010-10-07T23:57:00.003+08:00

It was good while it lasted.

posted by annurrazali.

In a way, can't you see, you are my number one priority.

2010-10-02T12:51:00.003+08:00

In a way, can't you see, you are my number one priority.

ITS250, MAT149, CSC258, CSC253, MGT160.

in the dark, i paced, just to be at that place,
with only you and your grace.

posted by annurrazali.

Mohammad Johari Johar, thank you for the honour of being my guy

2010-08-23T15:48:00.004+08:00

Mohammad Johari Johar, thank you for the honour of being my guy

i love your very nearly arrogant self-confidence, and your awesome intelligence.

i love that you gave me your best Rolling Stone tee and more.
i love that you showed me The Ataris, and the awesome dinner at Al-Salam.
i love that we would quote obscure song lyrics at each other to form conversations.
and that your arms were just the right kind of rounded muscle.
and that your stomach never bob at all.
and that your Ferrero(s) in my closet just in case i'm not in the mood.
and that our passion won't die, not in my concern, will never.

i love the way your hands move when you actually trying to explain something.
i love the way you sense my lies and asking me not to keep on doing it.
i love the way you hold my hands, safe and secure.
i love the way you impress me with the magic fire trick and stupid riddles.
i love the way you letting my head to sleep on your lap.
i love the way you hug me just because you scared of losing.
i love the way you teach me to cook.
i love the way you punch me in the arms so that i know that you're mad.
and i love the way you asking me if it hurts right after that.

i love that you're being so patience with me, through all the insincerity.
i love that you're still picking up the phone even you are actually busy handling lion--the demon witch.
i love that you're putting me first in everything.

and i know you still have my vs-perfume-tee.
and my baby-crocodile-big-head-fat-stomach that you love to sleep with.

i love that we both know it's happening without having to even speak about it.
but i hate that we both have to wait another one year in distance before all of this drama over with.

p/s: i remember you by the ataris

posted by annurrazali.

She changed her passion, she changed her desire.

2010-08-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

She changed her passion, she changed her desire.

she is no more into her-old-self.

p/s: coffee and cigarettes by never shout never

posted by annurrazali.

I know it's kinda late, but happy birthday

2010-08-16T21:18:00.001+08:00

I know it's kinda late, but happy birthday

you're wake up, another year is gone, you're twenty baby;p

mohammad johari johar, you have been the very best man ever since. i can never thank you enough for EVERYTHING, and i mean, eveeeeryyyythinggggg baby.

koa, by twenty-one, pan nak mohawk. nak nak nak.
hehehe.;p

lots of love, annur.

p/s: birthday by the beatles

posted by annurrazali.

If you should love me, love me everyday, love me all the way

2010-08-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

If you should love me, love me everyday, love me all the way

AUGUST 2, 2010.

for a fucking five minutes period of time, this is something that you should be proud of. and seriously, you don't have any idea how hard it is for me to find the shape tahu tak, mata aku dah macam nak melekat kat screen komputer cari polygon tuh punya hal je, zz. jujur aku rasa petir aku macam ramping sangat, kalau dia tembam sikit, mesti lagi kiut oh. =.="

and thank you for the highest mark sir, sukasuka, >.<
saya annur, saya paling kononkonon sekali, kan koagemok? okay.;p

posted by annurrazali.

Sick of all the insincere, so i'm gonna give all my secrets away

2010-08-01T12:15:00.004+08:00

Sick of all the insincere, so i'm gonna give all my secrets away

this should tells you everything;
relationships are messy, people's feelings get hurt. who needs it?

p/s: secrets by one republic

posted by annurrazali.

Count 1, 2, 3 and i'm yours already

2010-07-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

23:00:00 PM

Count 1, 2, 3 and i'm yours already

help me to scope things down darling, which one is the closest to your liking,

torn 1

torn 2

torn 3

and yes, this is what i call a perfect dress my dear,

p/s: shut up and kiss me by orianthi

posted by annurrazali.

Too much of anything can make you sick, even the good can be a curse

2010-07-27T12:03:00.011+08:00

11:55:00 AM

Too much of anything can make you sick, even the good can be a curse

dear my baby, i am so sorry.few nights before, i've been such a pain in the ass for you.
i owe you a plenty of hugs, seriously.

p/s: fight for this love by cheryl cole

posted by annurrazali.

They say, "don't play with the fire." but, i'm sorry, this girl is too stubborn

2010-07-25T10:43:00.003+08:00

They say, "don't play with the fire." but, i'm sorry, this girl is too stubborn

she got bored and she kissed another guy.

it was only and nothing more than just a game, and she had to play it.
she loves you no matter what.....okay, fuck her.

p/s: my favourite game by the cardigans

posted by annurrazali.

Hey love, where you're running to? awful happens all the time, don't let it kills you

2010-07-24T22:42:00.013+08:00

Hey love, where you're running to? awful happens all the time, don't let it kills you

my favourite is all the same, he doesn't have to look like this johny deepy or &!%^*# guy.he just need to know how to talk the talk, that's all.but, one thing for sure, i''ll go crazy with guy in jacket (a disease without a cure, unfortunately), and turn out to be, this sweetest friend of mine showed up this morning with that cute little jacket of him and talked the talk, oh god, wrong timing bad time.urghh.

but if you ask me, the feeling that i'm feeling is complimentary.
and oh, it goes to show, the moral of the story is this girl and the two boys at once and she knows she is about to screw big time but she doesn't seems to care anyway.
seriously, i'm embarrassed to admit it sort of freaks me a lil bit.

and yes you are, the sweetest friend of mine, i think i kind of falling for you.
ahh, sudah. kau dah stok lebih kurang bella plak, nak suka banyakbanyak.

p/s: at 1 am by the subways

posted by annurrazali.

Then our heart combined like a neutron star collision

2010-07-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

11:42:00 PM

Then our heart combined like a neutron star collision

photo link

what's not to adore in you? none i can ever think of my dear, NONE.

p/s: neutron star collision by muse

posted by annurrazali.

I don't need a parachute, baby if i've got you

2010-07-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

I don't need a parachute, baby if i've got you

baby, if i am bella, and we are in eclipse, i'll pick you; jacob. right from the moment edward left me, unprotected.

you have no fucking idea how badly i wanted to change the ending doh.

p/s: parachute by cheryl cole

posted by annur razali.

You have suffered enough, and warred with yourself, it's time that you won

2010-07-18T13:53:00.001+08:00

You have suffered enough, and warred with yourself, it's time that you won

i don't know you but i want you
all the more for that
and words fall through me
and always fool me and i can't react
and games that never amount
to more than they're meant
will play themselves out

take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
you've made it now

falling slowly, eyes that know me
and i can't go back
moods that take me and erase me
and i'm painted black
you have suffered enough
and warred with yourself
it's time that you won

take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
you've made it now

take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
you've made it now
falling slowly sing your melody
i'll sing along

p/s: falling slowly by the swell seasons

posted by annurrazali.

Every now and then, it is always about you and the babies.

2010-07-15T15:43:00.001+08:00

Every now and then, it is always about you and the babies.

p/s: tonight by fm static

posted by annur razali.

And it's okay, there's always another day

2010-06-27T12:43:00.001+08:00

And it's okay, there's always another day

photo

i know the exact why. it is because i miss you so much, and that is the only why there is.

p/s: another day by paramore

posted by annurrazali.

She is hoping for the second best thing

2010-06-25T11:52:00.001+08:00

She is hoping for the second best thing

posted by annurrazali.

Things i want

2010-06-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

Things i want

posted by annurrazali.

The sweetheart

2010-06-13T12:25:00.005+08:00

11:22:00 AM

The sweetheart

photo's link

1. the sweetheart is going back to kelantan this monday.
2. and this girl will surely miss him badly.
3. like really really bad, "she can't sleep she can't eat" type of missing.
4. she knows that there'll be a fight coming next.
4. the fight is really inevitable.
5. she'll be the one who start it.
6. and she is not going to be the first one to say sorry.
7. she is so caught up with her pride.
8. but she'll try her hardest to avoid it, anyway.
9. she always loves him, no matter what.
10. she is hoping that the sweetheart will take a good care of himself there.
11. please.

p/s: i wanna by all american rejects

posted by annur razali.

Holga

2010-06-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

13:45:00 PM

Holga

i love the pink holga rather than your olympus besi om-1 or my d60, baby. lawa kan?

posted by annur razali.

Hair

2010-06-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

11:47:00 AM

Hair

danneel harris

i want her hair.

posted by annur razali.

She loves you

2010-05-31T11:55:00.003+08:00

11:38:00 AM

She loves you

notice that the girl's hand is on her stomach, familiar much?

trust me on this;
loving you is not optional. it is inevitable.

and we are nearing day 152, our 5 months together.
koa, she loves you. pan loves you. >.<

quote,

"she said you hurt her so, she almost lost her mind. but now she said she knows, you're not the hurting kind. she says she loves you, and you know that can't be bad. yes, she loves you, and you know you should be glad."

p/s: she loves you by the beatles.

posted by annur razali.

He

2010-05-24T22:03:00.006+08:00

22:08:00 PM

He

on his facebook's wall. may 24, 2010.

he knows exactly on how to be cute without directly being cute. you are such a smarty pants baby, and that is why i can never get enough of you. thank you for being my everything, koa. :)

p/s: vanilla twilight by owl city

posted by annur razali.

Tem tem mok

2010-05-19T02:31:00.002+08:00

02:00:00 AM

Tem tem mok

koala

panda

sumpah i can't help it,

aren't they are just the cutest yet adorable creatures ever?

awww. comelnya! kan *tem tem mok si bamboo _ _ _ _ _ _ gemok? he he he ;p

*sila baca menggunakan nada tom tom bak. thank you.

posted by annurrazali.

Cliche

2010-05-15T23:54:00.011+08:00

23:54:00 PM

Cliche

in BEL's class. part 3.

yesterday,

"i love you sayang, no matter what."

"cliche.saya tulis ayat yang sama dalam buku BEL saya dua bulan lepas."

"kita ada chemistry tuh."

"ceh."

p/s: your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus.

posted by annur razali.

120th day

2010-05-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

11:45:00 AM

120th day

it's our 120th day.
it's our four months.

i'm packing my bags.
i'm going back home now.

I just want to see you
when you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'til the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
Cause all I can say
I love you 'til the end

I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
All I can say
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
I love you ‘til the end
Cause all I can say
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end
I love you 'til the end

p/s: i love you till the end by pogues (cover)

posted by annur razali.

This

2010-04-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

20:49:00 PM

This

xexart

dear calculus, you are killing me.

"anda gemok! nak cakap tu je.bye"
"terima kasih"
"samasama"
"babi"
"hahaha.comel la mok"

and if i may fall tomorrow, please let this worth the fall.

ehem, rikimaru, anda main kasar la. *dalam hati*

p/s: warmness on the soul by avenged sevenfold

posted by annur razali.

111 days

2010-04-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

02:52:00 AM

111 days

we've been together for 111 days, yesterday.

if i ever break your heart, i'm sorry.
i'm so in love, that i may, sometimes, acted insane oh.

and johari, i miss you so.

posted by annur razali.

Go

2010-04-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

11:12:00 AM

Go

frankly speaking, i am so not ready for the final, i'm not sure why but the soul is just not there.
b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a
b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a
b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a
b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a
b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a b l a
conclusion: okay, hit the books! GO GO GO GO. *dah macam main GG dah rasanya*

*bakal aktiviti semasa cuti semester, sudah, muahahaha*

p/s: canon pachelbel in D

posted by annur razali.

Distance

2010-04-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

01:25:00 AM

Distance

distance

it is not definite
for the heart it is not the ultimate
you never feel the same everyday
you are not the same the each day

invention has taken place
graham bell is in his place

we are never far
got plane and car

just let me know
if you miss me so

for you my world is flat
i'll pack my bags and run back fast

it is not the distance
it was never, and never will be . .

the labyrinth --

posted by annur razali.

Diet

2010-04-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

19:00:00 PM

Diet

i am on-diet baby.
no more excess carbo, here we go veggy! he he.

and two weeks from now, hello amanda bynes's body. (((((:

photo from; link

terbaik gila, haishhh. andalah wallpaper terbaru desktop di lappy saya, hahaha.

posted by annur razali.

Night

2010-04-12T12:00:00.001+08:00

21:00:00 PM

Night

credits for the photos should be given to either nun or ateng or syazwan since i can't really get to hold lontong throughout the event; busy enjoying the moment maybe, hehhh. and that night was great, :)))) like for real for real, but perhaps, it will be, let say. . . .more complete, if and only if, my other significant half is there: mohammad johari johar. haihhh.

posted by annur razali.

100 days

2010-04-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

06:36:00 AM

100 days

april 9, 2010

today, april 10, 2010;
it is my first 100 days with you, sayang. :)
nah hadiah, cukupkan 71 collection anda. hehhhh.

dear my TERkacak metalhead boyfie,

wa tak puas hati satu je, apahal wa takde gambar lu dalam dompet wa. haihhh.

love, your girlfie; si samseng TERcomel . he he he.

anda hutang saya, sayang. ;p

posted by annur razali.

Official

2010-04-06T03:45:00.000+08:00

03:15:00 AM

Official

computer science-rians, we are so going to have a garage party this week, hehe,

the poster has been out.

the official invitation card

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the approval *hikhik*

and i don't know why, but i'm loving this job. ((((((((:

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Other

2010-04-05T01:49:00.000+08:00

01:36:00 PM

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DRAFT 1

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just in case my first official invitation draft is not accepted, i've come up with other several drafts. hehe. (((((:

DRAFT 2

DRAFT 3

DRAFT 4

just so you know, i'm a fan of OVER minimalisme design, thank you. and i'm using paint and picasa 3 to complete these. mohon jangan perkisah all the unsuccessful attempts will you? i am so not a creative person, i have to admit, this is so not my expertise, and again, thank you. (:

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Invitation

2010-04-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

05:32:00 AM

Invitation

perhaps, this is what i really enjoy doing; playing with luna. (: truth be told, my artsy skill was sucks back then, and . . . maybe it still sucks now, but whatever, who cares anyway? HAHA.

yang rambut panjang ikal mayang mata sepet tuh; saya.

yang gemok-gemok, yang pakai topi, yang bajet kacak tuh; joe. hehe, ;p

i have been assigned to create an invitation card for this coming dinner, CS110, well, this is it.

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and i can truely understand if my draft is not being accepted, sebab it's too informal kan? haihhh. but i do put a lot of effort in this, mohon doa ia diterima, tolong? hargai. (:

dan sesungguhnya saya mampu mendengar bunyi kicauan burung dan cengkerik yang sangat lunak di luar tingkap, haha, dan jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 6 pagi. good, saya hanya ada 2 jam untuk tidur sebelum kelas operating system start at 8, terbaik oh!

gemuk buntal tengah tidur kan? kata nak tungguuuu, ceh, janji manis memang takboleh bla, haha. ;D

oh, sebelum terlupa, selamat pagi semua. (((((:

zz.

posted by annur razali.

Composure

2010-04-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

16:06:00 PM

Composure

april 1, 2010

macam cita-cita kau mahu duduk dalam bilik merah dan cuci gambar sendiri tiap-tiap hari, heaven. ayah, mohon segera bina rumah kayu saya. saya bukan jenis yang penyabar.

you see, it's like every other kids dream to actually have their own small hiding place. well, the concept is apply on me, except i am so not a kid anymore. perhaps, in my case, there will be an exception kot. i want it like . . . now, please! haihhh, annur, don't blow your composure will you? errghhh. tarik nafas tarik nafas, hembus, fuhhhhh. good. hurm . . . okay, i'll make it work, someday, somehow, someway. hehe. (((:

dan, jom main lari-lari, hari ini gua ada fitness test. ragbi buat tangan gua makin kuat, biceps gua dah naik, haa, ada siapa-siapa yang nak berani gaduh ke sekarang, sila-sila? terutama mamat yang ejek peluru m16 gua masuk magpie tuh. eii, angin! hehhh.

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Three

2010-04-01T16:18:00.001+08:00

01:18:18 AM

Three

hey darling,
i am not going to lie, i miss you badly, for real for real. and yesterday was our 90th day together; there's no regret in me, for that every single magical day, thank you.

today, 91st, and it is our three months. mohammad johari johar, with you, i'm in love, boleh? (:

p/s: trainwreck by demi lovato

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Schedule

2010-03-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

18:64:00 PM

Schedule

i know that you are capable of giving me almost everything that i can actually need in this current situation, as me, being a student. but . . . . i also know that i don't actually have to accept all of it, since, i always know, that i have been destined to receive for so much more than just that. perhaps, each time, in much more diligent manner maybe. and NO, thank you.

just in case you are being confuse cause almost everybody does, hurm . . . , i am so not one of those high-maintenance, girly, materialistic, insanely love to shop girl. okay, how to put this, erm . . . , maybe, i prefer mysterious, complicated, rude, and arrogant one better. and again, NO, thank you. (:

am i making myself clear? well, i do really hope so.

let see, the examination is coming, so, here it is; the schedule.

and happy answering everyone. (:

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